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Monday, 23 December 2013

A different time

12:39

I'm not running 
from time more like 
rolling with it / sometimes 
I stare into space as if it's 
pace I was shackled down 
and forced to mimic 

Nothing stays the 
same time doesn't allow
it / it's processor purposely 
slowed moments gradually 
digested then realities are 
vomited 

Y'all not tired 
of throwing up? 
shit I know I am / 
it hurts on the way 
up it's sighting just 
screams I'm the same 
Shit you keep swallowing

Never was one to
brag but I haven't 
thrown up in a while /
it may be because I stopped 
searching for that perfect 
Smile.... Or the fact that
joys been the only reason
for these tears to stick around 
I just can't seem to grasp 
much now that makes me 
frown 

My reasons for 
going out now is 
just to see my niggas 
smile / them bright club 
lights has been pretty 
dim for a while / my 
vision of forever is no
longer a sketchy deserted 
road that travels for 
miles but like a heavenly 
built path I love walking 
on these clouds 

I don't miss 
throwing up... 

That horrid after
taste..... that forced 
expression of disgust 
written on your face / 
can't remember the 
last time I was confused 
scrambled thoughts of 
what I ate / a situation
so easy to stomach I couldn't 
as for a fuller plate.. 

Believe in time 
and soon after it'll 
introduce you to its 
cousin patience / only 
then will you realize 
why that empty spot 
was always vacant 



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